|few days ago, i went shopping, i brought rm230 with me to go change at the money changer. i expected at LEAST A$80..but guess what i got? $67!! bloody hell! the stupid exchange rate is so bloody high again..its 3.4 sumthing!! ISH! so irritated...everything here costs so much..just one mcd's burger here is about $2.50...convert it and its about 8 ringgit...8 ringgit for a burger!! gosh...i mean im not a tight wad or anything but 8 ringgit for a burger~!! and in school, i dont even buy food, one bottle of water is $2, one sandwhich is about $2.60, and it doesnt even taste good! my money is juz gona disapear like *poof* dat....aiyoyoyo. and my wonderful mother, who is always right as always, thinks i can survive on aussie $20 a week. wow mum! so generous! ugh...........
yesterday, guess where i went? the zoo! wow! so exciting! *sarcastic* okok...i might have had fun if i went with friends or sth, but i went with my mum, my brother, my sister, my 2 cousins and my aunty. ish...i didnt wana go, seriously, i would rather stay home all day but as usual, my ever understanding mother wouldnt listen.
the whole way there i was in a really lousy mood, and my mother expected me to be happy. smile she said. thats what i really hate about her..she has this way of life that you should always pretend everything is alright, that you are ever happy and undepressed even when you're not. she thinks its embarassing to cry. it was enough that i even bothered to go along with the stupid plans that SHE made for ME, but still expected me not to be pissed. and get this..being the other-worldly intelegent, responsible, perfect person she is *coughs*, she led us the wrong way and took the wrong train. we were supposed to take the one that went to circular quay, but she(or was it her sister?), without even thinking, took the one that went all the way to north sydney, which is in practically the opposite direction! gosh....and they didnt even realise it until we passed about 5stops. and she kept watching me, to make sure that i didnt make any faces or groan or anything, WHAT THE FUCK? i mean..i dont usually go slag off my mother to the rest of the world, but this is too fucking much! since when did i not have the right to feel what i feel?
ugh...it makes me sick...and she looks through my school bag...my stuff...and when i confront her about it...she starts shouting and turning it around as if im the one at fault...yes mother, you are always right, never wrong, and i am always the irresponsible one, the one who looses everything, the one who can never be trusted. gosh...she lectures me about all that, but the truth is, she looses more stuff than me...she acts like she's doing everything the right way, that she's living it right, but tell me mother, what happened to not pointing your finger at someone, because three others are pointing back at you?? you told me that yourself....you know what...at least i try my best to do things the right way...you...you will always keep finding stupid excuses to defend yourself and abuse your power over me....dont think i dont know, dont think no one can read between the lines, because i bloody well do, just that unlike you, i dont point out every single character flaw other people have. there are a million other things i could say about you, but i'll just keep it to myself.
i really hope you're reading this, even if i told you not to look at my blog, just so that maybe, maybe, it would help you realise that you're not god. screw you.
|Hello everyone, im fucking pissed right now, if ur reading this... FUCK YOU YEAP JER SHEU. Thank you so bloody much for going around telling people stuff about me, you know what? i've heard so much about you, but did i ever held anything against you in your presence?? right.
What more, its not like i didnt intend to pay you back. Did u remind me about it? you didnt. Did you ever bother to contact me about it? no, you didnt. If your common sense is realy so bloody fucked as i suspected, cant you see that i am so bloody busy right now?? what did you think..that i would go out of my way, fly all the way back there juz 2 pay u back ur stupid 80 bux?? yeah, go figure. You know what...i dont usualy waste my time n energy slagging other people off, but u've really done it.
Thanks alot. I guess this teaches me never too expect a little genuine niceness from you again.
herm..i'll be around during christmas i think...*hint hint*. lol! oh well better get back to all this crap i have to do...i was gona say sth but i forgot what. screw my memory. heh. goodbye.